SUNY Hospital Interview

Well I went for an interview today with SUNY Hospital for Research Foundation Support in the Pediatric Services Department. I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY would LOVE to get this job!!!!

I want this job because it's my way of being able to help people. I can't be a nurse or a doctor because the sight of blood makes me want to vomit, but helping people get as much money to pay for their medical bills, to me any way, is just as good a way to help and the fact that it would be to help children is like the whip cream on top of the ice cream.

I know that I'm not familiar with their computer system at all, but given a week I know that I would be able to use it with no problems.

Although I did get the interview for the position, my gut feeling tells me that I won't get it. Especially since the lady that interviewed me said that there were 17 applicants and only 1 position, and that I shouldn't take it badly if I don't get a call and also that it took her 30 different interviews to be able to get a job in the hospital.

Actually when I left there I had the "who do you think you are trying to kid" feeling. You know the "you can't do that job, you can't do anything but be a cashier because you're not good enough" feeling. Then I got off the pity potty and said that if they didn't choose me then fine I'll just keep sending in my resume for other positions until I get one!